Ruby Rose
R.I.P and Merry Christmas Dad. I am glad we reconnected a few years ago, not because you had changed all that much, not because it brought me all that much joy, it’s actually been very hard. You know that. You were very hard. I cut you off twice in that time lol. Once for a year. Although that was because of your brother. But our last emails, the ones right before you died. They were kind emails and I’m glad. I found it very hard to hear about what happened to you as a child. What happened to all of your siblings at the hands of St Augustine’s and other orphanages and boys homes in Melbourne. Brother Houston I hope you rot in jail. None of this undoes the abuse I incurred down the line, but it helped me understand you. To try to understand you was to love you. R.I.P dad I’m very sorry no one protected you. I’m very sorry life was not so much more. I’m devastated really. You’re probably blown away by how sad I am. if you can see me. Although I refused to believe your friend Brian Marshall was Jesus, I mean heck, he ran an anti Lgbt cult.. I do very much hope he is wherever you are and you are surrounded by family and friends. P.s I don’t think you ever really said sorry. Not really. You didn’t know where to begin, but I forgave you. And I still do. Love u.
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12-25
Damn. This is rough. Breaking that cycle is the most impactful thing you can do.
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12-25
I’m sorry for your void while he was earthside and your loss now that he’s gone
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12-25
At the end of the day, sometimes forgiving them isn’t for them, but more for us and our own healing. My mother died about 5 years ago and I have not opened that box yet but this is a reminder to me that healing is different for everyone ❤️ so sorry for your loss Ruby
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I’m sorry for your loss, Ruby ❤️
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12-25
Sending you lots of ❤️ Ruby!! Bless you!
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12-25
I hope you heal from any pain. May divine light and peace be in your heart. You are very special! You are very loved! 🤍💝🍀🌻
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12-25
To forgive someone who doesn’t ask for it or say sorry is the most amazing thing to ❤️ you’re so special and have the strength to get through this and heal 🫶🏻 sending you lots of love at such a difficult time for you x x
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12-25
This is an all too familiar story. So many of us have walked this path. Keep doing you Ruby! You deserve it! 😍😢
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12-25
I'm sorry for the loss of your father. I truly hope wherever he is that he finds peace. Thinking of you ♥️
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12-25
My deepest condolences Ruby, lots of strength and encouragement😢🙏
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Forgiveness is so powerful. Peace and love to your precious heart! ♥️
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12-25
Oh babe xx what a tough journey ❤️
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Beautiful from so young
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I am so sorry for ur loss ruby I know what its like to lose a parent i lost my mom when I was 17 or 18 we love u ruby ❤️ur thoughts are in my prayers ❤
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I'm so sorry you have to go through all of this. Forgiving is not forgetting. ❤️
